Philosophy of Truths.

2011-07-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

helloiamcharles.tumblr.com

venus

2011-05-17T14:33:00.003+08:00

biennale, cold swim, sleep

13

2011-02-13T04:58:00.004+08:00

This 13th,

Remember how close we were that we share every single things in our life?our dreams? our thoughts? our feelings?smiling to one another at the end of the day with a hug?talk to each other till we both sleep?

Its 13th today and we have became so differently.I wonder how long i have to take to get over this number every month from now on. But i guess i have to, seems like I'm the only one down here.

school benches, lido, victoria street, haji lane , homeclub,ferry wheels, picnics, sushi buffets, travels, photoshoots , swimming, bangkok. fish spa, starbucks, mustafa, ikea, giant, cold storage, kinokuniya , daiso. sunlight, lullaby, ann siang hill, balestier, cats, holland village..

how to be alone

2011-02-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

A video by fiilmaker, Andrea Dorfman, and poet/singer/songwriter, Tanya Davis.

beautiful scenes, catchy tunes. cute illustrations. what else to say?its just beautiful

2011-02-08T16:51:00.001+08:00

Pick me up and throw me down.
Use me up and let me drown.
Two years passed and nothing matters to you anymore.
I am just the clown afterall , a clown that makes merry yet hurt deep under, so theres a need to do that cover up.

last of 2010

2011-01-02T04:40:00.003+08:00

The last day of 2010 and the first of 2010 was well spent with Joy.

we had merry and fun whipping up pasta and awesome soup not forgetting our very own home-made caramel popcorn!

It was so fun and we even caught late night movie and tossing popcorn.

I wish for more days like this, that everyday would be without worries and fun .

I think i should come up with a new year resolution or something soon!

happy new year everybody and have a blessed year!

0 gravity

2010-12-27T02:53:00.002+08:00

This is a short film production done by one of friend who is currently studying in vancouver.We were chatting and catching up for awhile, he used to be one of my closest friend back in school days, rushing for school projects every now and then.Now we're simply leading different life.

0 Gravity from AndrewJuano on Vimeo.

sometimes when i see people like him it just makes me want to study again, why do i have to serve the nation damn.

2010-12-25T04:57:00.000+08:00

merry christmas and happy holidays !

2010-11-27T04:18:00.002+08:00

This has got to be my photoblog , i'm still trying to work on it though

2010-11-21T19:36:00.001+08:00

a clip can hold on to a cloth temporarily, it'll be loose and it'll fall.you need the another clip to hang it permanently

november it rains.

2010-11-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

Queensland

2010-11-09T01:26:00.002+08:00

home sweet home finally.

expos.e

2010-10-15T04:39:00.002+08:00

Some of the negatives which i took some time back which is not really focused properly but still turns out to be something i quite like.Thats what i like about using film cameras, i don't know what i'm shooting and what it'll become.

Ari Marcopoulos Camera Bag

2010-10-11T02:36:00.002+08:00

Ari Marcopoulos, a photographer, film artist and adventurist who began his career in New York City assisting Andy Warhol, transplants himself into the intimate lives of people living on the edge. Artists, snowboarders, skateboarders and musicians have been both muses and commercial subject matter throughout his quarter-century-long career as a photographer. His stunning landscapes and playful portraiture offer a dramatic take on every day life and a glimpse into all things awesome.

Ari lives and works in New York and California.

via goingincase

mystic

2010-07-18T17:10:00.003+08:00

I had a wonderful 21st birthday.Plus world cup champion title to spain! Thanks everyone!

2010-07-17T06:05:00.004+08:00

Nothing hurts more than realizing that the person who meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to that person.
This is how it is.The absence of you is the happiness of that person, it hurts.
Hurts to even stop everything in order to make someone happy.

out of the world

2010-07-04T17:28:00.003+08:00

I had a great time with fellow friends celebrating Joy's belated birthday at the universal studios.It was fun enough screaming to rollerr coaster rides and water splashing followed by awesome food .Days should be like this everyday, oh minus the lack of sleep we all had the night before.have a great week !

june.

2010-06-27T11:25:00.002+08:00

we had wall shoots, exciting trip to JB for our 17th , also Babes' Birthday.

I got to start shooting more on film again and I'm looking forward to doing something a project.

Have a great weekend.

Adobe & Wired

2010-06-12T05:01:00.001+08:00

a new revolution in the publishing industry?

thoughts.

2010-05-22T02:37:00.002+08:00

'Courage doesn't always roar,sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day say : " I will try again tomorrow" ' -Mary Ann Radmacher

SX-70

2010-05-22T02:35:00.000+08:00

silent.

2010-05-02T00:42:00.004+08:00

C.ome as you were.

Be quiet as she sleeps.I took a glance, I'll never forget the sight of this, the blissful and the peace.

Aspiration, It all took control, took away everything from me.

Curiosity is the fallen trap, it made tears streaming down the face. Endless. Eternity. Love. It all speaks.

Keeps me safe. Hope leaving me.

To me , thy choice to make.

lose ends.

2010-05-01T00:24:00.001+08:00

quietly the sound echoed.a familiar voice called, i asked is it everything?

all the young dudes

2010-04-19T02:22:00.002+08:00

first roll from the t4

15th

days back

2010-03-21T17:52:00.003+08:00

JB expedition and settling in one cosy cafe

:) words on a cake

sunday afternoon

something new from Joy :)

romantics

2010-02-16T03:27:00.003+08:00

from an awesome lovely book done by Joy ; )

and so many things happened throughout the week,

+JB trip
+death of alexander mcqueen
+13th month
+Valentine's
+CNY

got to finish the roll of film in my olympus soon

2010-02-07T15:46:00.003+08:00

pogo pogo.

days are fine and easy

2010-01-31T01:51:00.003+08:00

leftover shots:

recap

2010-01-31T01:31:00.005+08:00

Pardon me for the lack of updates ;

Cycling at the coast, to the jetty , watch the sunset and the search for buffalo wings.

the white with black stripes and the walking lane.

I have awesome weekends almost every week, so glad to have you people around.

we play sparks

2010-01-02T06:23:00.004+08:00

Counting down to a good new year on a bridge and playing sparklers with amazing people around, definitely fun.

Happy 2010 everyone! may things go smoothly for the year

sad moments

2009-12-11T04:59:00.002+08:00

In 3 hours' time, i'll be out into the jungle wearing heavily suited camos.i'll be missing the world we live in.

I want to be back very soon , soon enough to get everything in place

2009-11-25T01:53:00.000+08:00

come as you are, come as you were

forever young

2009-11-15T16:46:00.001+08:00

2009-11-02T04:56:00.001+08:00

hows your day?

2009-10-27T14:17:00.002+08:00

kazuki hair shoot.

2009-10-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

long time ago.

these grey days.

2009-10-26T02:07:00.004+08:00

How grey is your day?
Lying on your bed the whole day, your body is physically tired, but your mind is constantly bringing up images and memories you cherish the most. At this moment, the world seems to stop moving, you were left alone. Your mind involves with images of few months back where you can see yourself smiling with someone you are deep in, then your imagination brings you to few weeks later, whereby you’ll be gone. Gone into the wild. You were questioning yourself, who’ll care, will you be remembered. Tears start to stream down your face; you are weak, emotionally and physically. Words constantly stuck in your head, hearing hurtful words from the person you’ve always cared for, knowing the inner feelings and how the person feels about you, that your hopes are never ever going to happen. Always thought you’ll be cared for, yet it was the opposite. How grey is your day, when raindrops keep falling on your head?
How is your day? Just want to ask .

Will there be a future, will i be remembered?

light beams.

2009-10-22T14:21:00.001+08:00

love?

2009-10-18T15:10:00.003+08:00

In making documentary about the one subject she ( Charlyne Yi ) doesnt fully understand, Love. They each offer diverse views on modern romance, as well as various answers to the age-old question: does true love really exist? Then, shortly after filming begins, Charlyne meets a boy after her own heart: Michael Cera.

looking forward to their soundtracks!

2009-10-17T03:29:00.001+08:00

Radiohead-blackstar

silly.

2009-10-16T04:39:00.001+08:00

Sumo FTW!

2009-10-16T04:31:00.002+08:00

we're not born with worries yet we picked that up as we grew older, how do we end those worries and leave the world without worries at the end of the day?

take it easy.

2009-10-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

where are you.

2009-10-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

"If I could be anyone at this moment, I'd be her so you'd love me too."-unknown

2009-10-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

tranquilize to fiction.

Mameshiba

2009-10-01T03:24:00.001+08:00

once a day, lets learn a bit of trivia.

2009-09-30T02:46:00.002+08:00

it was a hectic weekend spent on shoot parties, i can fall asleep easily even now

2009-09-24T03:00:00.003+08:00

Photographs can be vibrant and clear, while it can also be unfocused, blurred pictures waiting to be developed just like life.

the shadow puppets.

2009-09-19T04:57:00.004+08:00

Seated right at the corner, the music slowly fades away, all thoughts came in between the mind accompanied with visual dissatisfaction.Suddenly the whole world seems to put a nasty blow onto me, leaving me hanging with broken hearts. The darkest hour came, crows and vultures feed on my open wounds, yet there is nothing for me to defend for, muscles and flesh left to be torn apart. Nothing left to ask for nothing worth anymore. The day has ended, back to sleep with tired eyes, stains of tears like footprints were left on the cheeks. Tears pour like endless rain into a paper cup, tears and emotions that were left behind. Memories that can’t be realize anymore, broken dreams, broken thoughts that stirred up the entire night.It is good to be free.

Goodnight my friend, a soft voice came as an illusion like she said before.

freedom.

2009-09-11T02:39:00.001+08:00

2009-09-09T17:19:00.001+08:00

2009-08-31T07:39:00.000+08:00

sketchpad

2009-08-23T02:12:00.000+08:00

2009-08-21T01:28:00.003+08:00

casual day casual poet, lomography at johor's cafe, lights at back alley.

movie list

2009-08-19T03:33:00.000+08:00

alice in wonderland by tim burton

2009-08-19T03:25:00.000+08:00

breathe to live or live to breathe ?

2009-08-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

静*懒.peace and quiet sound. to be a steel or be as still as.

2009-08-03T14:03:00.001+08:00

choices

2009-07-31T20:44:00.003+08:00

escape
I've been losing myself nowadays. Whenever i have this feeling, picking it up isn't a problem, but not this time.

I used to give myself a break, doing things alone, go out to take photographs, by end of the day i'll be able smile again.I know i somehow have to get out of this phase of life and move on,at the same time understand how valuable and each moments was and learn from it.
Honestly, this mood comes from different form of waves, disappointments, anger, guilt, lost of hope,lost of love ones, people i thought i'm closer to.

Today i took a break to go out alone for the whole day,to escape, to think about mistakes i've made and regret what i did, to forgive myself , to set goals to be better.
i want to be a better person after this, my dreams will still remain the same.

P.O.F.L

2009-07-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

think

2009-07-24T02:13:00.001+08:00

smile.

to and fro

2009-07-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

the pictures were taken during my second bangkok trip with Joy

billboards, a common sight on the highways

i quite like the back alleys to our hotel in the daytime, it reminds me of laid back houses in Japan

our favourite ramen shop, especially the tom yum flavour

Joy surprised me and celebrated my birthday during one of the nights, ended up losing something which made me feel very guilty even until now.

the rest of the film set here

and the digital set here

i'll find a way

2009-07-15T12:06:00.001+08:00

i had this song with me for a long time, now it seems to have so much meaning to me.

2009-07-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

i am full of guilt.

the lost of a precious gift, lost of everything.

lets get out

2009-06-29T00:47:00.003+08:00

Few pictures from the films which have not been posted here.

The plan of clearing clothes didn't work out so well, so this saturday we' ll be having another flea market. Do come, its at haji lane at bugis.

On the side note, 9 days from today ,we will be getting getting out of this country to bangkok again, can't wait seriously. Will have to find ways to get some spending power.

lost

2009-06-25T01:08:00.001+08:00

don't go, don't go. dont fade away

watch

2009-06-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

tokyo.sora

Story: Six women attempt to make it in current day Tokyo, living their everyday lives the best and worst they can. For them, every little moment becomes a ritual of the ordinary and the exciting, a balancing act for their dreams and hopes as the days perpetually tug on their heartstrings.

every shot seems like a beautiful photograph, add this to your list.

underwater

2009-06-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

hot and humid summer, just the right time to get into the water

thanks for the world creating game the sims 3

and happy fifth!

bangkok view.

2009-06-10T03:44:00.003+08:00

this is the longest picture entry i have ,
(pictures not in order)

we stayed overnight at changi airport waiting for the departure,

watching eternal sunshine.

At 7.15am, we're leaving on an airplane.

the sun is finally out with Joy pulling her hair for the soft light.

one of the most common sight there is the wirings, i can imagine voices and electricity passing through it, such a beautiful mess it is.

A view from inside the cab. The fare is nothing much to worry about compared to singapore.

we started shopping in various shopping malls with really good deals.

walking pass streets with telephone booths which i think is pretty. no one uses public phone, not anymore.

night markets, before ending the day with us watching alice in wonderland under the blankets on bed.

french onion soup with toast breakfast in the morning

the same routine and of course the A&W

and the chatuchak weekend market

by the last day, we can fill up almost the whole bed with our buys

at the bangkok airport waiting for departure back to singapore

every travelling makes me feel so reluctant to be back home, it was free, so free.

but we are, back to home.

2009-06-09T17:45:00.002+08:00

Jingle's 2nd month, it had grown quite abit.

i just came back from my bangkok trip, it was awesome and the pictures will be up soon after i get back the negatives.
cheers!

it shines through

2009-06-03T03:38:00.003+08:00

some pictures before heading to bangkok city :

trees and leafs.

i enjoy looking at the indirect sunlight through the windows,

and looking at Joy.

2009-05-31T15:04:00.002+08:00

days were pass quickly with endless zombies killing,human attacking, plannings, map reading, bookings, luggage packing and exciting days.

3 days left to bangkok, its exciting definitely.

age of understatement

2009-05-27T01:22:00.003+08:00

Underneath the skin is full of pretense. A cunning fox appearing for the greed of self benefit, ending up in self deceit. The boy who cried wolf, the the story once again revealed itself. Kinships made with money and in the plan of socializing purposes, oh is it getting a win?

steel life

2009-05-21T01:36:00.002+08:00

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x8u6ct_steel-life_creation

absolutely stunning and beautiful footages.

anyway i caught tokyo! on dvd with Joy today, it was amazing, especially michael gondry's surrealistic thoughts and Bong Joon-Ho's beautiful direction of soft lights
13 days to bangkok city, so exciting.

into the wild

2009-05-17T03:04:00.004+08:00

it's over, i'm finally done with school and i can't imagine myself working in the industry.
i'm already a working adult and i can't believe it, a part of transition in my life?

2009-05-08T02:32:00.000+08:00

OOIOO - UMO

april end

2009-05-03T04:03:00.002+08:00

Morning lights , ceiling lights, hangout times, piles of assignments.

May will go pass quickly, June will be here, days of excitement, days of enjoyment, it keeps coming.

It is something to be happy about, something to look out for, the memories.

and joy's cute little pumps

2009-04-24T01:37:00.003+08:00

scorching sun is burning almost everyday, am in the midst of an ant's life, working on final year's project

grass field 17.4

2009-04-19T02:36:00.005+08:00

lights, bright lights at the garden.The day was hot and humid, but i enjoyed every moment.

beautiful clear blue sky picture of us by Joy

plus

2009-04-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

fingers forming silhouettes, morning lights.
messy crowds and sale grabbers, movie watching, random photoshooting.
Spending time, happy times.

J creature

2009-04-04T14:15:00.003+08:00

a new running creature in my room from Joy

Jingle is a female Roborovski. it is timid, lazy and full of anxiety. it made me run around the room and laugh the whole day

H2H

2009-04-01T02:01:00.002+08:00

Jewel, surprise gift from my other half that left me speechless, word of thanks will never end.
O'clock passes by unknowingly, words of truths that meet the hearts, memorable moments, promises through text messages.
Yet times like this will never end, promises will never be broken, forgotten.

Thanks!. A word to say, a smile across my face, it is a day to remember.

attitude

2009-03-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

via:http://www.todayandtomorrow.net/2009/03/17/how-to-work-better/

hope

2009-03-27T01:58:00.002+08:00

its a new beginning, rays of light, new dimension,
there is always light in the dark,
everything is new again.

2009-03-22T17:44:00.001+08:00

let go of pasts, just let go.

self reflect

2009-03-22T13:03:00.003+08:00

bad dictionary, bad situation, bad shape, bad reaction, bad person, bad personality, bad memory, bad failure, bad contradictions, bad adulation, abysmal of circumstances, or rather, im lousy in everything.

this month

2009-03-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

There is unpredictable weather, rain or shine. To the hill. Across the border, across the sea, and so many fun-filled days.

2009-03-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

"Drawing is still basically the same as it has been since
prehistoric times. It brings together man and the world. It
lives through magic."
-Keith Haring

rainbowarrior

2009-03-09T02:16:00.003+08:00

one of my favorite moment to have seen a rainbow across the sky with Joy

2009-03-07T01:52:00.002+08:00

.same old neighbourhood tree
.unposted photo

2009-03-04T18:58:00.002+08:00

nothing is perfect, but near to perfection is enough

2009-03-03T13:06:00.000+08:00

iron& wine-love and some verses

vote earth

2009-02-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

cats

2009-02-27T02:22:00.003+08:00

one: field trip
two: cats encounter
three: pussy cat climbing a tree
four: mirror photo

i love spending time with RW.

a picture like this

2009-02-23T03:27:00.001+08:00

just made me smile

2009-02-22T02:52:00.001+08:00

TOKYO!

2009-02-21T14:57:00.002+08:00

another upcoming movie that will probably cracks me up..

2009-02-19T14:08:00.002+08:00

"A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality. "
- John Lennon

smile

2009-02-19T02:30:00.003+08:00

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in pair

2009-02-16T02:44:00.004+08:00

a picture sums up everything,