sad moments

In 3 hours' time, i'll be out into the jungle wearing heavily suited camos.i'll be missing the world we live in.

I want to be back very soon , soon enough to get everything in place

come as you are, come as you were

forever young

hows your day?

kazuki hair shoot.

long time ago.

these grey days.

How grey is your day?
Lying on your bed the whole day, your body is physically tired, but your mind is constantly bringing up images and memories you cherish the most. At this moment, the world seems to stop moving, you were left alone. Your mind involves with images of few months back where you can see yourself smiling with someone you are deep in, then your imagination brings you to few weeks later, whereby you’ll be gone. Gone into the wild. You were questioning yourself, who’ll care, will you be remembered. Tears start to stream down your face; you are weak, emotionally and physically. Words constantly stuck in your head, hearing hurtful words from the person you’ve always cared for, knowing the inner feelings and how the person feels about you, that your hopes are never ever going to happen. Always thought you’ll be cared for, yet it was the opposite. How grey is your day, when raindrops keep falling on your head?
How is your day? Just want to ask .

Will there be a future, will i be remembered? 

light beams.

love?

In making documentary about the one subject she ( Charlyne Yi ) doesnt fully understand, Love. They each offer diverse views on modern romance, as well as various answers to the age-old question: does true love really exist? Then, shortly after filming begins, Charlyne meets a boy after her own heart: Michael Cera. 

looking forward to their soundtracks!

Radiohead-blackstar

silly.

Sumo FTW!

we're not born with worries yet we picked that up as we grew older, how do we end those worries and leave the world without worries at the end of the day?

take it easy.

where are you.

"If I could be anyone at this moment, I'd be her so you'd love me too."-unknown

tranquilize to fiction.

Mameshiba

once a day, lets learn a bit of trivia.

it was a hectic weekend spent on shoot parties, i can fall asleep easily even now

Photographs can be vibrant and clear, while it can also be unfocused, blurred pictures waiting to be developed just like life. 

the shadow puppets.

Seated right at the corner, the music slowly fades away, all thoughts came in between the mind accompanied with visual dissatisfaction.Suddenly the whole world seems to put a nasty blow onto me, leaving me hanging with broken hearts. The darkest hour came, crows and vultures feed on my open wounds, yet there is nothing for me to defend for, muscles and flesh left to be torn apart. Nothing left to ask for nothing worth anymore. The day has ended, back to sleep with tired eyes, stains of tears like footprints were left on the cheeks. Tears pour like endless rain into a paper cup, tears and emotions that were left behind. Memories that can’t be realize anymore, broken dreams, broken thoughts that stirred up the entire night.It is good to be free.

Goodnight my friend, a soft voice came as an illusion like she said before.

freedom.

sketchpad

casual day casual poet, lomography at johor's cafe, lights at back alley.

movie list

alice in wonderland by tim burton

breathe to live or live to breathe ?

静*懒.peace and quiet sound. to be a steel or be as still as.

choices

escape
I've been losing myself nowadays. Whenever i have this feeling, picking it up isn't a problem, but not this time.

I used to give myself a break, doing things alone, go out to take photographs, by end of the day i'll be able smile again.I know i somehow have to get out of this phase of life and move on,at the same time understand how valuable and each moments was and learn from it.
Honestly, this mood comes from different form of waves, disappointments, anger, guilt, lost of hope,lost of love ones, people i thought i'm closer to.

Today i took a break to go out alone for the whole day,to escape, to think about mistakes i've made and regret what i did, to forgive myself , to set goals to be better.
i want to be a better person after this, my dreams will still remain the same.

P.O.F.L

think

smile.

to and fro

the pictures were taken during my second bangkok trip with Joy


billboards, a common sight on the highways



i quite like the back alleys to our hotel in the daytime, it reminds me of laid back houses in Japan


our favourite ramen shop, especially the tom yum flavour

Joy surprised me and celebrated my birthday during one of the nights, ended up losing something which made me feel very guilty even until now.


the rest of the film set here

and the digital set here

i'll find a way

i had this song with me for a long time, now it seems to have so much meaning to me.

i am full of guilt.

the lost of a precious gift, lost of everything.

lets get out

Few pictures from the films which have not been posted here.

The plan of clearing clothes didn't work out so well, so this saturday we' ll be having another flea market. Do come, its at haji lane at bugis.

On the side note, 9 days from today ,we will be getting getting out of this country to bangkok again, can't wait seriously. Will have to find ways to get some spending power.

lost

don't go, don't go. dont fade away

watch

tokyo.sora

Story: Six women attempt to make it in current day Tokyo, living their everyday lives the best and worst they can. For them, every little moment becomes a ritual of the ordinary and the exciting, a balancing act for their dreams and hopes as the days perpetually tug on their heartstrings.


every shot seems like a beautiful photograph, add this to your list.

underwater

hot and humid summer, just the right time to get into the water

thanks for the world creating game the sims 3

and happy fifth!

bangkok view.

this is the longest picture entry i have ,
(pictures not in order)

we stayed overnight at changi airport waiting for the departure,

watching eternal sunshine.

At 7.15am, we're leaving on an airplane.




the sun is finally out with Joy pulling her hair for the soft light.

one of the most common sight there is the wirings, i can imagine voices and electricity passing through it, such a beautiful mess it is.


A view from inside the cab. The fare is nothing much to worry about compared to singapore.

we started shopping in various shopping malls with really good deals.


walking pass streets with telephone booths which i think is pretty. no one uses public phone, not anymore.

night markets, before ending the day with us watching alice in wonderland under the blankets on bed.



french onion soup with toast breakfast in the morning

the same routine and of course the A&W

and the chatuchak weekend market

by the last day, we can fill up almost the whole bed with our buys

at the bangkok airport waiting for departure back to singapore

every travelling makes me feel so reluctant to be back home, it was free, so free.

but we are, back to home.