choices

escape
I've been losing myself nowadays. Whenever i have this feeling, picking it up isn't a problem, but not this time.

I used to give myself a break, doing things alone, go out to take photographs, by end of the day i'll be able smile again.I know i somehow have to get out of this phase of life and move on,at the same time understand how valuable and each moments was and learn from it.
Honestly, this mood comes from different form of waves, disappointments, anger, guilt, lost of hope,lost of love ones, people i thought i'm closer to.

Today i took a break to go out alone for the whole day,to escape, to think about mistakes i've made and regret what i did, to forgive myself , to set goals to be better.
i want to be a better person after this, my dreams will still remain the same.