choices

escape
I've been losing myself nowadays. Whenever i have this feeling, picking it up isn't a problem, but not this time.

I used to give myself a break, doing things alone, go out to take photographs, by end of the day i'll be able smile again.I know i somehow have to get out of this phase of life and move on,at the same time understand how valuable and each moments was and learn from it.
Honestly, this mood comes from different form of waves, disappointments, anger, guilt, lost of hope,lost of love ones, people i thought i'm closer to.

Today i took a break to go out alone for the whole day,to escape, to think about mistakes i've made and regret what i did, to forgive myself , to set goals to be better.
i want to be a better person after this, my dreams will still remain the same.

P.O.F.L

think

smile.

to and fro

the pictures were taken during my second bangkok trip with Joy


billboards, a common sight on the highways



i quite like the back alleys to our hotel in the daytime, it reminds me of laid back houses in Japan


our favourite ramen shop, especially the tom yum flavour

Joy surprised me and celebrated my birthday during one of the nights, ended up losing something which made me feel very guilty even until now.


the rest of the film set here

and the digital set here

i'll find a way

i had this song with me for a long time, now it seems to have so much meaning to me.

i am full of guilt.

the lost of a precious gift, lost of everything.